I keep analysing people and it all started to be so, so clear to me.
... but only and only when i look at the others ... cause i could never understand my own life for real.
I see for example... my friend Tim.
I know him from the kindergarten, but even if we are not so close friends ... i can clearly understand his life, his destiny .... but also all the karmic experiences he needs to have into this live.
I know for example why he always had 2 women ... and not just one.
But ... he has no clue why.
In high school ... we went to study in a city ... 30 miles from our town.
He had a girlfriend in school, but also one at home.
When we went to university .... because he studied at 2 different colleges ... he had one girlfriend in the college of mathematics and another one at the college of biology.
Then he got married.
He had a beautiful wife ... but he always had a mistress.
After .... he divorced.
Again ... he married ... but soon after i found out that he had another love affair with one woman working into the same place with him.
I know today that ... no matter of circumstances ... Tim will continue being in 2 parallel stories.
... which is a total nonsense.
But ... analysing him deeper ... remembering of his life while being a kid ... i suddenly understand that he was actually playing into the same story of being near his mother and his grandmother.
Mother was tough with him .... trying to force him understand even from that time that we live into a difficult world.
But ... his grandma ... was always nice with him .... allowing to do any stupid thing he wanted to do.
Worst ... what .... us the other kids could see ... was to realise that his grandma came to him smiling and saying ... "Hope you had enough and tomorrow you'll not do that again."
So ... mother was forcing him to prepare for life and do what
he has to do ... to start this difficult journey ... but grandma ... always allowed him to act to experience freedom and do only and only what he wanted.
I remember that one time he opened the fire in the middle of his grandmother's house ... and she just came stopped the fire and said no word to him.
... nothing. Not even a single word.
All the kids ... were shocked and ask ourselves how can this old woman act so, so nice with her nephew even in such circumstances?!
But i also remember that one time ... my grandma told me about his grandma ... "This woman used to be very tough with her 3 kids.
Now allows this silly boy to do all the stupid things a kid adores to do ... just to play a good role ... in contradiction with what she did as a mother."
I've not understood at that time the words of my grandmother.
No ...
But i realise today that Tim continued to live 2 parallel lives ... with 2 different women ... because he played this game since he was a kid.
He did that in high school.
At college.
In his 2 marriages.
... and still he does not understand a thing.
But i smile ... seeing that all it's about the lesson of duality ... having a representation which Tim ... at his mental
and spiritual level he is into this life ... he could actually not understand.
The .... bad mother and the nice grandmother ... and still all was so, so illusory cause both of them were loving him ... but trying tol ove letters guide his life in different styles.
You see ... i wanted one time to explain to Tim my theories .... but he totally rejected the hypothesis that he was always in 2 parallel stories ... because he started his life living in 2 worlds ... one near the mother and the other one near the mother's mother.
He even said ... "Please spare me of all this craps ... you write in your books for all those idiots which are consuming this ... silly ideas... "
So ... i've smile and ... shut up.
I knew ... he was not ready yet to listen ... to such weird theories.
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